Cinnamon Zone: Heart to heart

Friday, July 07, 2006

More or less...

"Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with

is the person you can't be without"

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Tagged...

And I was tagged by Abed! Before I answer any Q, I want to tag the three musketeers: SimSim, Nana and Euphoria...

Let's see...

5 people who top your shitlist, and why

1. Osama Fozy: Because he's such a sammet badan malhash da3i, and a professional liar

2.Sandy Bell: fragile stupid girl

These are enough...

Close brushes with death dangers:

It happened more than one time, when I am trying to cross the street while drifted into my thoughts. Sometimes someone would pull me back or something, elmohem Allah satar

5 Guilty Pleasures

Having too much sweets

5 Things you never want to forget:

That God is watching us all the time
Childhood memories
That I should never show the slightest disrespect to my parents
Not to worry about certain things, because if something is meant to be yours, it will be yours
Some constant notes to self...

5 Things you wish to forget

1- My stupid stupid stupid behaviour to some people I highly respect and admire, which made me look like a fool, and probably gave them the feeling that I dislike them.

2- The time I almost got my little brother suffocated by giving him a candy that was too big for him

3- There is that thing that really bugs me, but I can't remember it.Thank God!

5 really exotic dishes you have tried:

1- Some morrocan dish made by my ucle's wife

2- Some Iraqi dish- made by my aunt

3- Jreesheh! I got introduced to this dish few years ago, it turned out to be a palestinian traditional dish... Nontheless, I didn't like it that much

Can't think of another right now...

5 crushes/loves in your life… in chronological order:

1- That boy in KG-1... I assure you it was true love since I kept on loving him till 3rd grade, when he moved to another school. I think it was a one-sided love

2- That boy in 5th grade, he was dashing! It was only for one year, since he moved to another school. Bardoh I think it was a one-sided love

Now I'd better not love anyone... elwa7ad mish na29oh 7ar2et dam

Strangest dream you've ever had

I can't really remember, I have wierd dreams all the time

5 most valued personal possessions

1- My books

2- My yellow notebook

3- A little souvineer: a keychain with Shaden's name on it, she has a similar one with my name on it

4- My tawjihi jacket and my old school's uniform

5- The bookmark my friend brought me from Spain as a souvineer

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Monday, May 15, 2006

What sour mood is capable of

I'm playing toy story 2 on PS1... again. All over again.

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Tell you a secret?

Well, you know how ideas lead to each other. You start thinking of something then you reach to that point in your childhood where something that you have almost forgotten about seems now as a turning point in your life. At first, this seemed a bit silly to me, but after some analysis, I realized that this might have much to do with what I am now.

I've always been fond of barbies as a kid. I remember how I preferred them to all other toys. I still remember my first real barbie! It was a very well-made one with a blond hair that I damaged afterwards by bathing it in the sink.

One day, when I was around 8 years old I guess, my uncle who lived abroad came back, loaded with presents as usual. That day, he brought barbies for all my cousins who were around my age, and also for my sister, but he forgot to get me one. I felt so hurt and left out at the time, but I wouldn't show it to anyone. When someone said: Do you feel bad because you didn't get a barbie? I would go like: Nooo! I hate barbies anyway! Of course this was as far from form truth as you could see, but I couldn't go back on my word. And from that day on, I declared myself a barbie-hater.

From then on, and as far as I can remember, I didn't get any barbie, and I didn't paly with barbies anymore. The lie was very well-faked that I almost believed it myself. Maybe, Maybe this was why I tended to act like a tomboy sometimes, but I wasn't so good at that! I still preferred Lady Rin and Judy Abot over Mawkly and Sasooki!

As I grew up, I almost forgot about this story, and didn't account much for it. It was only an unpleasant memory. But lookig back at it, I can't help but thinking that it could be a reason why, manytimes, I feel myself unworthy of some stuff. It's when I hear a voice inside me saying: "Nah! Forget it, This is for girls!"

Moral of the story: If a little girl says she hates barbies, make sure you know why. Likewise, if a little boy says he hate football, make sure you know why. If you find them looking downcast, make sure you know what's going on even if they denied and tried to look cheerful.

P.S: on the otherhand, if a little girl says she likes football, it's ok as long as she still likes barbies. However, if a little boy says he likes barbies, make sure you send him to military school, even if he still likes football.

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Friday, April 21, 2006

Huft...

When is this coming to an end? No it's not insomnia, it's even worse! getting up in the middle of the night panicked, and sometimes shivering! I'm just sick of it...

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