I started to think about what I want to write. My thoughts kept beating around the same subject. Leaving. I thought it might be the time to confess that there were times when I wanted nothing more than to leave Jordan. Or maybe I should write about that overwhelming feeling that tore through me as I once found myself staring at the horizon above Amman buildings, sometime before dusk, as the milky clouds melted in the sky, and I found myself smiling, entertaining a spontaneous thought that suggested, “Who wants to leave this?” I might be too emotional and dramatic for someone leaving Jordan for only one week. Yes, one week and I’ll be back, inshallah, and this post might be too egoistic for a post about Jordan, but I couldn’t help sharing this, and sharing a rational fear that one day I will leave Jordan on a vacation, be fascinated by the life outside and stay there. Haven’t tested myself for that yet, and I hope this trip will eliminate those fears. 
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from United States
said:Beautiful pictures, Ola. The post is effortless.
I think I am leaning more towards traveling all around the globe but eventually going back to the roots. And the roots are located where your home is.
It will be a good chance to simply lay back and relax for a week. Enjoy it 
from United States
said:We are Jordan, and Jordan is us.
Ya rab tro7i oo tirja3i bil salameh
from United States
said:... oh, and by the way you should definitely tour (or at least visit) Dubai while you are there.
from United States
said:This was moving. Vacations are fine but relocating and tyring to adjust to a different culture is very unstable on my heart. I love my home... but where is it now?! Those mixed emotions could be the death of me and your fears are my reality. You're so right. ehh! bloggers, bloggers, please! kolkom in USA hal ayam. shu 3m yseer? lol. You see? We're desperate to be in touch with anything that has to do with home, even the most 7afartal song becomes passion because it simply reminds us of our short stay home.
from Jordan
said:Thanks all for reading and commenting
Za3tar: I'll be goign to Dubait on Sat and Sun in sha'a Allah... one must sieze the chance :D
from United States
said:ya3ni the first time i saw the first picture i thought you are my neighbor :D
amazing pictures ola, yelslamo edeeki
from Lebanon
said:Have a great trip!! it is only a week, enjoy it and i am sure you will miss Jordan and will be happy to go back.
nice pictures, thanks for sharing.
from United Kingdom
said:Wonderful pics
Enjoy the UAE... am sure you will!
from Lebanon
said:You know Ola, you can never tell what you will be feeling about leaving the country where you've been living in all your life if you're only leaving for a short time and know that you will be back.
from Jordan
said:I hope you will find good job there to leave( porn rosetta international )cuz you are a good person does not deserve to work for these bad people
from Jordan
said:qaisar sami: I stopped working at Rosetta long time ago. But I'm curious, do we know each other??
from Jordan
said:good for you ,but since when you quit? im your secret friend
from Jordan
said:Well it was several months ago, you should know better since you're my "secret friend" ;)
from Jordan
said:I was working in that disgusting porn media for a while of time I quit after a quarrel between me & some shitty guy.
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from United States
Nice article, and nice pics.
Truly, sometimes one does not appreciate his beloved city/country until he is about to leave.