For a moment, she doubted the conclusion. How could he not be a person? But she thought again. There can’t be more than one. It’s him and will always be him. It was him before she was born and after she bites the dust. It has always been him, whether she realized it or not. In an effort to understand what was going on through her mind, she tried to remember how she felt the first time she realized he was the one. And then, she remembered the taste of the first new crush sometime after she was convinced he wasn’t. If he was a person, then how come she found him in two separate persons? A person can’t be two persons; it was mathematically impossible, she thought. Hence, it was clear to her, again, that he was not a person. But, who was he? Or, what was he? And those feeling she had, to whom were they? Maybe he was those very feelings. That’s it. She never loved a person, she always loved the love she held for that person, the love she felt from him and all the things it made her feel. He was her desires fused to the mortal believed fit to fulfil them. He was the manifestation of her desires, the mirror of her better self, the answer to many unspoken questions. Yes, he was many things she couldn’t express, and once again she was certain that he was not, and cannot, be a person.“Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself”~ Khalil Gibran
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from Jordan
said:Secratea, she found him and she lost him, but that's not the point. The point is you're never in love with the human being himself, it's the things you attach to that human being, you fuse them to him, and when it's over, they defuse and when you found someone else they refuse on him again and they become one... If it was the person himself then how would people survive relationships? It's a personal conclusion after all
Glad you're liking them, there will be more in sha'a Allah but of a different nature
from Malaysia
said:Assalamualaikum...
I like reading ur entry...it's interesting...and I would like to link ur blog in mine...can I? =D
from United States
said:Who is he? The Man of her Dreams. He felt the same way she did, and had searched and waited and held out for Him, and he for Her, and the great Tragedy in all this, is they aren't together. He saw her daily in other faces and bodies. He imagined their outings and adventures. He started and ended every day thinking about her. He wished on a Star to be with her, with all his heart, something he had never done, that they wouldn't be apart much longer. And here we are, because of a lack of communication. He needed to hear her voice say "Do it for us," and she needed him to change before she would give of herself, for security reasons. He still loves her, and doesn't want anyone else. He hopes she will talk to him, so the Miracles can begin with Her, his Sweet JY
from United States
said:Who is he? The Man of her Dreams. He felt the same way she did, and had searched and waited and held out for Him, and he for Her, and the great Tragedy in all this, is they aren't together. He saw her daily in other faces and bodies. He imagined their outings and adventures. He started and ended every day thinking about her. He wished on a Star to be with her, with all his heart, something he had never done, that they wouldn't be apart much longer. And here we are, because of a lack of communication. He needed to hear her voice say "Do it for us," and she needed him to change before she would give of herself, for security reasons. He still loves her, and doesn't want anyone else. He hopes she will talk to him, so the Miracles can begin with Her, his Sweet JY
from United States
said:Who is he? The Man of her Dreams. He felt the same way she did, and had searched and waited and held out for Him, and he for Her, and the great Tragedy in all this, is they aren't together. He saw her daily in other faces and bodies. He imagined their outings and adventures. He started and ended every day thinking about her. He wished on a Star to be with her, with all his heart, something he had never done, that they wouldn't be apart much longer. And here we are, because of a lack of communication. He needed to hear her voice say "Do it for us," and she needed him to change before she would give of herself, for security reasons. He still loves her, and doesn't want anyone else. He hopes she will talk to him, so the Miracles can begin with Her, I imagine. 
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from United States
hmmm, what are you trying to spin over here...? if you're basically describing the basic notion of love; a general "feeling" without it's specific manifestations, that just renders the whole "who/what is he/it?" an intangible, transient feeling, idea..
Ola, this makes me think that if only she found him, I'm sure she would have said BINGO at the end and put an end to all these wonderings and platonic contemplations!
btw, is this the end, wella less fee kaman?? i'm liking your stories